It's So Frustrating!

The last couple days have been a bit crappy, my brain seems to be elsewhere and I can't focus. I feel like I have 60 different things to write about but when it comes to sitting down and writing, they disappear. It is so frustrating, so i thought the best thing to do was write about the fact I have no clue where to start.

I have about 6 bits of unpublished work at the moment so I'm thinking of looking at them (and finishing them off) to get me back into the swing of things, but I often find that I think so much I find myself in a bit of a daydream and before I know it, an hour has gone by and I have daydreamed, made a drink, pegged out the washing sat staring at the screen, gone to make another drink and wasted all the free time I have (Aella's nap time) doing nothing productive (well maybe the washing but that can be done when Aella is up, she loves being in the garden).

I did think about reading a magazine but I often feel like its a waste of time, I could be doing something else. I love gardening and being outside which might inspire me, I really want to grow fruit and veg but a lot of what I want to grow is out of season now.

I think I am just over thinking and my brain has gone into over drive. I might step away from the laptop today and come back tomorrow!

#Lost #Emotional #Life